drugs are bad!

cause this fool from South Park said so!

and thats just the truth.

im really hyper right now! and i have no clue why....well maybe i have a clue. haha. it could be moutain dew but i doubt that! Funyuns sound soooo good right now! and more moutain dew!

Tomorrow me and brittany are gonna finish Lion King 2 because we were interupted last time and then were gonna sit in my spa!

:D

jealous? good.

bahaha!

peace.

where would i be without it?
I have no clue.
It's just so inspiring and uplifting! :D

and...truthful.

have heart

my heart starts to race,
and my legs start to shake.
I couldn't catch my breath,
even if i had the biggest net.


<3

confused

I think that's the right word to explain me right now.
Can you want something and still not like some things about it?
I think so.
Maybe.
I should have read some different books to help me out with this.
haha.
Books.
Even though things don't make since for them you know in the end they'll find themesleves.
But thats not too true with life, is it?
Our books aren't already written and someone is reading it, knowing that everything will work out alright for us.
Or is it?
See?
You never really know anything!
I guess im just going to go for it, and hope i benifit from it.
:)
wish me luck.

Paperthin Hymn

By: Anberlin

When your only friends are hotel rooms
Hands are distant lullabies
If I could turn around I would tonight

These roads never seemed so long
Since your paper heart stopped beating leaving me suddenly alone
Will daybreak ever come?

Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands

I thought you said forever(Over and over)
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head(Over and over)

Complaints of violins become my only friends
August eveningsBring solemn warnings
To remember to kiss the ones you love goodnight

You never know what temporal days may bring
Laugh, love, live free and sing
When life is in discordPraise ye the Lord

Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance

To put my arms in fragile handsI thought you said forever(Over and over)
This sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head(Over and over)
Complaints of violins become my only friendsI thought you said forever(Over and over)
The sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head(Over and over)
Complaints of violins become my only friendsI thought you said forever(Over and over)
These thoughts run through my head


I love this song!
It's like Edward thinking about Bella!
<3

I won't ignore it.

i know iam right!
even if my mom doesnt think so.
i know iam!

People have soo many different sides, that you cant possibly judge them from a few things they've done or said. It could have been out of desperation, stupidity, lonliness. Anything! So, you just can't judge them! When you don't know everything!

"I'd be a fool to let you by,
for that one little lie.
For that one flaw,
that I couldn't call my own."

i know...

how it feels.
I know.
I've seen it.
I've fought against it.
I've lost to it time and time again.
So, i know.
So, don't worry.

yesterday

was REALLY fun!
I wish most days could be like that!
:D

hmm...

i was reading my last few blogs and they seem rather depressing! haha!
I just see things on different levels sometimes. I see the horrible bad sides of things and i see the amazingly beautiful sides of things.
so..yeah...
:D

im goin to the bean fest today!
hopefully the heat doesnt bother me too much!(GO WINTER!)
but i cant wait to get some kind of smoothie!
:D
bye.