wow,that would make a cool band name! Hmm.... Anyway, I had a nightmare last night, two actually. I was thinking it would be cool to write my dreams and nightmares as if they were stories. I think i'm gonna do that! And then I could post them here! Because my dreams and nightmares are usually just flat out strange. haha.
Last nights nightmare envolved a triple homicide, in which case I was the only survivor. The strange thing was I was a little boy of about 10. haha. Maybe it wasn't just a nightmare but a glimpse at a past life. who knows? not me, unless I went and made an appointment with that one guy that was on Oprah(which i intend to do in the future).
Well, I think I rambled enough for this evening.
"fill the rabbit hole with dirt, Alice won't want to wake from this dream."-Amanda Sue a.k.a me
7/31/08
Farewell
for a while. Breaking Dawn comes out and i probably won't get on the computer much while im reading it. So thats probably like a whole 3 days at the most. haha. I'm a fast reader. Todays Breaking Dawn quote is scary:
Jacob: “I’ll kill you myself! I’ll do it now!”
He's gonna kill Bella! 0_0
oh, and I saw the Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince trailer. Looks awesome! XD
sooo long.
Jacob: “I’ll kill you myself! I’ll do it now!”
He's gonna kill Bella! 0_0
oh, and I saw the Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince trailer. Looks awesome! XD
sooo long.
7/28/08
once upon a dream
I had a dream a few days ago. It was one of those dreams that just really mean something to you. You don't really know why but it does. So yesterday I sat down and wrote something dream me was feeling and thinking in the dream. It was fun to write so im gonna post it! :D
Enjoy.
I knew something was wrong. I knew his words were so tragically wrong, though he honestly believed he was right. His smile was so filled with reasurement and joy that I swallowed the words that would contradict him. It would not end how he wanted it to end. It would not end how I wanted it to end. In fact, the only thing that would end was the smallest amount of happiness we had left. Though this is not about endings, this is about beginnings. Beginnings to things that should never have beginnings. I watched his face that was still filled with joy, unknown to him it would be quickly wiped away in just a few moments. Wiped away by something darker, something sadder.
Then it happened.
I watched as their words penetrated him. I watched as the poison of those words sunk into his veins. I watched as his face crumpled into a mask of despair. He was wrong and now he knew it.
Nothing would ever be the same. In one moment our lifes became completely ireversible. There was no going back. There was no fixing the damage. It was not a wound that would heal. It was a disease with no cure. Death was our only salvation and one we would not accept.
Enjoy.
I knew something was wrong. I knew his words were so tragically wrong, though he honestly believed he was right. His smile was so filled with reasurement and joy that I swallowed the words that would contradict him. It would not end how he wanted it to end. It would not end how I wanted it to end. In fact, the only thing that would end was the smallest amount of happiness we had left. Though this is not about endings, this is about beginnings. Beginnings to things that should never have beginnings. I watched his face that was still filled with joy, unknown to him it would be quickly wiped away in just a few moments. Wiped away by something darker, something sadder.
Then it happened.
I watched as their words penetrated him. I watched as the poison of those words sunk into his veins. I watched as his face crumpled into a mask of despair. He was wrong and now he knew it.
Nothing would ever be the same. In one moment our lifes became completely ireversible. There was no going back. There was no fixing the damage. It was not a wound that would heal. It was a disease with no cure. Death was our only salvation and one we would not accept.
7/27/08
bored and burnt
Im bored because theres nothing to do. Im burnt because i went swimming all day and forgot to put sunscreen on before it was too late. So now i feel like a vampire because if i go in the sun my flesh burns.haha.
Brittany let me borrow a book and i already finished it so that adds to the boredom. It was called Crank. After i read it i went to bed and i had a dream that was kinda about it. It was a sad dream like the book,but really good. im still bored! i think im gonna watch The Office!
Brittany let me borrow a book and i already finished it so that adds to the boredom. It was called Crank. After i read it i went to bed and i had a dream that was kinda about it. It was a sad dream like the book,but really good. im still bored! i think im gonna watch The Office!
7/25/08
summer hair forever young
good song by The Academy Is.... but i cut my hair so its not forever young. It's not super short, but it is shorter. and i have more layers. but next time i get to put some blue in it! :D its gonna be soo awesome! yay!
and later im spending the night at Brittany's house and were going swimming! I have'nt been swimming in a long time! and i had a gross enchilada today but the beans and rice were good! :D
7/24/08
insomnia
I could not sleep last night! It was ridiculous! I layed in my bed for three hours! I would have went mad if I wasn't texting Sean. Hopefully that doesn't happen again tonight because I have to get up early tomorrow cause im getting my hair cut (sorry sean). So im gonna be in Antioch for a long time tomorrow. :(
over my dead body
but a vampire would say...
"over my pile of ashes."-Rosalie
haha.
August 2nd, Breaking Dawn
Who's going to be at Barnes & Noble till midnight!?
I felt the need to blog.
So I came here. and cause Brittany(my best friend) found this blogging spot in the blog-o-sphere. haha. So yeah, this is where I will be telling all the strange things that happen to me. And where I will post weird stories I find on the news.
Enjoy!
:D
Enjoy!
:D
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